No one will miss you. Really. I've noticed this year has been super tough on a lot of people. My family fell on super hard times and my health went down the drain. I ended up going to the ER and had emergency surgery. I had to stay at the hospital for over a week. Honestly, best sleep I've had in my life there though. People always complain of being woken up constantly, but I slept like a lamb. Sure the vampires needed vials of blood to run tests but that took like two minutes and a pinch. I lost a bunch of weight due to not eating... and I miss the IV. I felt like a plant it was lovely. I didn't have to worry about food.
After I was able to walk again, I had to immediately apply for government insurance (because I have no money, no job, etc. I have no means of paying off this hospital bill.). It's horrible. My stomach has 4 nice scars on it.
The worst part was my partner was unable to visit me when I was in the hospital, so we skyped lots. I've been away from him for almost a year now and it's so hard. Everyday we talk, and we have fought quite a bit over the past few months but it's only because I'm so stressed about my life. We always work it out in the end.
I've been writing a little bit more and I've been trying to do art. I need to finish a commission that I had to put off due to bad health, the one who commissioned me is a really good friend of mine and I feel terrible for not having it finished. I'm going to go work on that now that I just reminded myself haha.
Anywho... 2013 is almost over. GOOD. RIDDANCE. I know that 2013 held some happy memories, I'm not going to lie. But the stress of this year has really outweighed everything. Too many tears were shed this year for my liking. Let's have good thoughts for 2014!! Miss you guys. <3